a myka/hg fanmix

i. hardest of hearts - florence + the machine | helena → myka
darling heart, i loved you from the start
but you’ll never know what a fool i’ve been
darling heart, i loved you from the start
but that’s no excuse for the state i’m in

ii. innocent world - joseph arthur | myka → helena
hell has no reason to smile
when you’re living in an innocent world
you once had a heart like a child
now it’s buried under sadness and guilt 
don’t run away

iii. paperweight - joshua radin & schuyler fisk | helena ↔ myka
i’ve been this way
with so many before
but this feels like the first time
you want the sunrise
to go back to bed
i want to make you laugh

iv. better - regina spektor | myka → helena
you’re getting sadder, getting sadder, 
getting sadder, getting sadder 
and i don’t understand, and i don’t understand 
but if i kiss you where it’s sore 
if i kiss you where it’s sore 
will you feel better, better, better 
will you feel anything at all 

v. all for believing - missy higgins | myka → helena
pull back the shield between us and I’ll kiss you
drop your defenses and come into my arms
i’m all for believing, i’m all for believing
if you can reveal, the true colours within
and say you will be there for me to hold

vi. find it in me - william fitzsimmons | helena → myka
she tries to help out everyone
but i can only help myself
i question whether she knows she’s safe
i hope you find it
cause i could not find it in me

vii. faith hope love - starsailor | helena → myka
tired of living in the modern world
another casual flag left unfurled by love
tired of living inside my mind
another casualty out of time for us
faith hope love, be enough

viii. love you, i’m going to blow up your school - mogwai | helena → myka
[instrumental]

ix. down the road and up the hill - regina spektor | helena → myka
i am in a room i’ve built myself
four stray walls
one floor one ceiling
and day after day i wake up feeling
potentially lovely
perpetually human
suspended and open

x. skinny love [cover] - birdy | myka → helena
i told you to be patient
i told you to be fine
i told you to be balanced
i told you to be kind
now all your love is wasted?
then who the hell was I?
now I’m breaking at the britches
and at the end of all your lines

xi. i go to sleep - sia | myka ↔ helena
when i look up from my pillow
i dream you are there with me
though you are far away
i know you’ll always be near to me
i go to sleep
and imagine that you’re there with me

xii. wise up - aimee man | myka → helena
it’s not what you thought
when you first began it
you got what you want
now you can hardly stand it though
by now you know
‘til you wise up

xiii. the trees keep growing - azure ray | helena ↔ myka
i never expected you to love me
the way i loved you
to have you near was all i wanted
just to have you near
it’s funny how you can forget there’s a world outside yourself
where the trees keep growing and the cars keep moving
without you there
land it’s funny how you can forget there’s a world outside yourself
where the one who loves you keeps on living
without you there

xiv. grey - sarah bettens | myka → helena
this is what i’ve learned so far
everything is grey
few things are forever
and it hurts when good things fade
you can’t be my everything
and I am not half you
but you can make it all worth while 
and that’s why i love you

xv. scratch - kendall payne | helena → myka
i’d like to know if you’d be open 
to starting over from scratch
i’d like to know if you’d be open
to giving me a second chance

xvi. harbor - vienna teng | myka → helena
you’ve got a journey to make
there’s your horizon to chase
so go far beyond where we stand
no matter the distance
i’m holding your hand

xvii. live for real - k’s choice | helena → myka
with you i might get there
with you i might start to feel
with you i will get there
with you i will live for real

xviii. crown of love - the arcade fire | helena → myka
if you still want me, please forgive me
the crown of love has fallen from me
if you still want me please forgive me
because your hands are not upon me

xix. the scientist [cover] - johnette napolitano & danny lohner | myka → helena
nobody said it was easy
it’s such a shame for us to part
nobody said it was easy
no one ever said it would be this hard
oh, take me back to the start

xx. the first day of my life - bright eyes | helena → myka
yours is the first face that i saw
i think i was blind before I met you
now i don’t know where i am 
i don’t know where i’ve been
but i know where i want to go
and so I thought i’d let you know
that these things take forever
i especially am slow
but i realize that i need you 
and i wondered if i could come home

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